Darling you got to let me know
Should I stay or should I go?
If you say that you are mine
I’ll be here ’til the end of time
So you got to let me know
Should I stay or should I go?
Always tease tease tease
You’re happy when I’m on my knees
One day is fine, next day is black
So if you want me off your back
Well come on and let me know
Should I stay or should I go?
Should I stay or should I go now?
Should I stay or should I go now?
If I go there will be trouble
An’ if I stay it will be double
So come on and let me know!
This indecision’s bugging me
Esta indecision me molesta
If you don’t want me, set me free
Si no me quieres, librame
Exactly who’m I’m supposed to be
Dime que tengo que ser
Don’t you know which clothes even fit me?
¿sabes que ropas me quedan?
Come on and let me know
Me tienes que decir
Should I cool it or should I blow?
¿me debo ir o quedarme?
Split!
Yo me enfrio o lo sufro
Should I stay or should I go now?
yo me enfrio o lo sufro
Should I stay or should I go now?
yo me enfrio o lo sufro
If I go there will be trouble
Si me voy - va a haber peligro
And if I stay it will be double
Si me quedo es doble
So you gotta let me know
Pero me tienes que decir
Should I cool it or should I go?
yo me enfrio o lo sufro
Should I stay or should I go now?
yo me enfrio o lo sufro
If I go there will be trouble
Si me voy - va a haber peligro
And if I stay it will be double
Si me quedo es doble
So you gotta let me know
Pero me tienes que decir
Should I stay or should I go?
Gue pernah liat ungkapan ini di status Facebook seseorang dan jujur aja, membaca ungkapan ini membuat gue jadi tertawa kecil. Ga kebayang aja gimana rasanya pengen jadi yang terbaik buat semua orang, yang bikin semua orang senang. Maksud gue, oh, c’mon! Apa nggak capek berusaha jadi yang terbaik untuk orang lain tanpa merhatiin perasaan lo sendiri, apa lo senang atau nggak ngelakuinnya?
Gue nggak kebayang aja kalo suatu saat orang ini (yang menulis status ini) ada dalam situasi dia harus memilih. Misalnya, dia harus memilih, let’s say, nemenin orangtuanya yang lagi sakit, atau nemenin pacarnya. Kalau dia mau jadi yang terbaik buat kedua-duanya, berarti dia harus bikin senang dua-duanya kan? Kalau dia mau jadi yang terbaik untuk orangtuanya, dia harus nemenin orangtuanya. Tapi kalau dia mau jadi yang terbaik buat pacarnya, dia harus ikut pacarnya. Terlepas dari apakah orangtuanya atau pacarnya pengertian atau nggak, gue yakin pastilah orang ini akan makan hati sendiri karena nggak bisa menjadi ‘the best for all'
Kalau buat gue, kita nggak perlu jadi orang yang terbaik buat semua orang. Call me pessimist, but I do think that it’s impossible. And yet, kalo lo berusaha jadi yang terbaik buat semua orang, selalu berusaha nyenengin orang, well, I guess it’ll lead you to NOT being you, yang artinya lo bikin diri lo jadi orang lain alias kepribadian yang palsu. Yang harus kita lakukan (mengutip notes dari seorang calon praktisi NLP terkenal, amiiiin), ambillah keputusan yang terbaik untuk saat itu. Yah, walaupun belum tentu keputusan yang terbaik itu menyenangkan untuk semua orang. Dan yang lebih penting adalah, jadi diri sendiri itu lebih menyenangkan daripada jadi orang yang ‘palsu’ supaya disenengin semua orang...
Gue nggak kebayang aja kalo suatu saat orang ini (yang menulis status ini) ada dalam situasi dia harus memilih. Misalnya, dia harus memilih, let’s say, nemenin orangtuanya yang lagi sakit, atau nemenin pacarnya. Kalau dia mau jadi yang terbaik buat kedua-duanya, berarti dia harus bikin senang dua-duanya kan? Kalau dia mau jadi yang terbaik untuk orangtuanya, dia harus nemenin orangtuanya. Tapi kalau dia mau jadi yang terbaik buat pacarnya, dia harus ikut pacarnya. Terlepas dari apakah orangtuanya atau pacarnya pengertian atau nggak, gue yakin pastilah orang ini akan makan hati sendiri karena nggak bisa menjadi ‘the best for all'
Kalau buat gue, kita nggak perlu jadi orang yang terbaik buat semua orang. Call me pessimist, but I do think that it’s impossible. And yet, kalo lo berusaha jadi yang terbaik buat semua orang, selalu berusaha nyenengin orang, well, I guess it’ll lead you to NOT being you, yang artinya lo bikin diri lo jadi orang lain alias kepribadian yang palsu. Yang harus kita lakukan (mengutip notes dari seorang calon praktisi NLP terkenal, amiiiin), ambillah keputusan yang terbaik untuk saat itu. Yah, walaupun belum tentu keputusan yang terbaik itu menyenangkan untuk semua orang. Dan yang lebih penting adalah, jadi diri sendiri itu lebih menyenangkan daripada jadi orang yang ‘palsu’ supaya disenengin semua orang...
on Monday, November 16, 2009
I can’t cry, I can’t think, I don’t know what exactly I want, I don’t know what I should do, I don’t know how I can make things right. I don’t know what I suppose to do, suppose to say, suppose to see. I know, I know I should be patient, I should wait, I should not cry.
But now I do need is someone whom I can count on. I need someone there for me, not asking me what’s going on, not telling me off what I should/shouldn’t do. All I need now is someone to talk to about things other than my problem, cos I’ve grown tired myself and I don’t know how to cope up with this anymore. But please don’t even try to give me advice, cos I want to solve it by myself, I want to make my own decision, I want to be wounded and I want to heal myself. Questions, advices, lectures, pities won’t help. Talk to me, laugh with me, but don’t remind me about it.
Readers, you may laugh but I burst into tears as I finish wrote this post..
But now I do need is someone whom I can count on. I need someone there for me, not asking me what’s going on, not telling me off what I should/shouldn’t do. All I need now is someone to talk to about things other than my problem, cos I’ve grown tired myself and I don’t know how to cope up with this anymore. But please don’t even try to give me advice, cos I want to solve it by myself, I want to make my own decision, I want to be wounded and I want to heal myself. Questions, advices, lectures, pities won’t help. Talk to me, laugh with me, but don’t remind me about it.
Readers, you may laugh but I burst into tears as I finish wrote this post..
on Saturday, October 31, 2009
Sumpah ya, gue nggak tahu apa kalian juga menemukan orang-orang seperti ini di friendslist Facebook kalian. Tapi kalian pasti tau, selain alay-alay yang menulis status dengan huruf gede-kecil dan angka serta ejaan rekiplik, masih ada orang-orang yang sebenernya nggak kalah menggelikannya, yaitu:
- Orang yang suka nge-LIKE status sendiri. Oke, sebenernya nggak ada yang salah dengan nge-like status sendiri dengan catatan statusnya itu emang bagus dan catchy. Yang bikin kening gue berkerut adalah kalo status yang di-LIKE sebenernya ga penting-penting banget. Kayak: “Gue pengen salad nih, beliin dong!” atau “Hmmmmpfh…” (apaan sih ini, ga penting banget?)
-Orang yang sok berbahasa Inggris, padahal masih celemotan. Wets, jangan salah menilai dulu ya. Gue juga sering nulis status pake bahasa Inggris dan bahasa Inggris gue pun belum sempurna. Tapi orang-orang yang gue kategorikan dalam poin ini adalah orang-orang yang sok nulis status pake bahasa Inggris dengan struktur yang diragukan kebenarannya, serta ejaan yang salah! Boleh percaya boleh nggak, gue pernah nemuin orang yang nulis begini: “I’m getting crazzy because of you” atau “I wanna enjoy my live” atau “XXX *nama si username* is feels sad” atau “I fell the happiness”. Bahkan gue pernah iseng-iseng liat note temen SMA gue, judulnya “Frist Love”. Untung aja gue masih bisa bertahan, kalo nggak bisa-bisa gue udah kejang-kejang.
-Orang dengan username aneh-aneh kaya zaman Friendster. Contohnya -Anii Gembook Cintaa-, -Ekaa Calon Nerakaa-, -Abenk Jga Agnie Kuqh-, Devita Ngek Ngok, Saiia Annchiaa serta beragam nama lain yang bikin orang diare.
Dan yang lebih lucu adalah, ada aja orang-orang yang biar dibilang eksis dan punya banyak temen, mau-maunya approve orang-orang semacam ini di Facebooknya. Sementara gue setelah menahan diri, akhirnya mengeraskan hati gue (lebay) untuk meremove orang-orang ini dari Facebook gue walaupun gue kenal sama orang-orang ini...
Pffft… tolong saya Tuhan…
- Orang yang suka nge-LIKE status sendiri. Oke, sebenernya nggak ada yang salah dengan nge-like status sendiri dengan catatan statusnya itu emang bagus dan catchy. Yang bikin kening gue berkerut adalah kalo status yang di-LIKE sebenernya ga penting-penting banget. Kayak: “Gue pengen salad nih, beliin dong!” atau “Hmmmmpfh…” (apaan sih ini, ga penting banget?)
-Orang yang sok berbahasa Inggris, padahal masih celemotan. Wets, jangan salah menilai dulu ya. Gue juga sering nulis status pake bahasa Inggris dan bahasa Inggris gue pun belum sempurna. Tapi orang-orang yang gue kategorikan dalam poin ini adalah orang-orang yang sok nulis status pake bahasa Inggris dengan struktur yang diragukan kebenarannya, serta ejaan yang salah! Boleh percaya boleh nggak, gue pernah nemuin orang yang nulis begini: “I’m getting crazzy because of you” atau “I wanna enjoy my live” atau “XXX *nama si username* is feels sad” atau “I fell the happiness”. Bahkan gue pernah iseng-iseng liat note temen SMA gue, judulnya “Frist Love”. Untung aja gue masih bisa bertahan, kalo nggak bisa-bisa gue udah kejang-kejang.
-Orang dengan username aneh-aneh kaya zaman Friendster. Contohnya -Anii Gembook Cintaa-, -Ekaa Calon Nerakaa-, -Abenk Jga Agnie Kuqh-, Devita Ngek Ngok, Saiia Annchiaa serta beragam nama lain yang bikin orang diare.
Dan yang lebih lucu adalah, ada aja orang-orang yang biar dibilang eksis dan punya banyak temen, mau-maunya approve orang-orang semacam ini di Facebooknya. Sementara gue setelah menahan diri, akhirnya mengeraskan hati gue (lebay) untuk meremove orang-orang ini dari Facebook gue walaupun gue kenal sama orang-orang ini...
Pffft… tolong saya Tuhan…
on Monday, October 26, 2009
You should know
That I love everything in you
I love your hands,
I love your eyes,
I love your smile,
I love your jokes,
I love your kiss,
I love your voice
I love your love
I love the way you stare at me
I love the way you talk to me
I love the way you hold me
I love the way you say those three words
I love the way you smile
I love when you say I'm not fat
Iove when you insist I shouldn't eat instant noodles
I love when you say 'be careful' when I ready to get in the 112
I love when you ask me always to be with you
I love when you tell me not to go far from you
I love when you ask my opinion about which shirt you should buy
I love when you start to tell me your problems
I love you :)
That I love everything in you
I love your hands,
I love your eyes,
I love your smile,
I love your jokes,
I love your kiss,
I love your voice
I love your love
I love the way you stare at me
I love the way you talk to me
I love the way you hold me
I love the way you say those three words
I love the way you smile
I love when you say I'm not fat
Iove when you insist I shouldn't eat instant noodles
I love when you say 'be careful' when I ready to get in the 112
I love when you ask me always to be with you
I love when you tell me not to go far from you
I love when you ask my opinion about which shirt you should buy
I love when you start to tell me your problems
I love you :)
on Thursday, October 8, 2009
The 1st time I said 'hello' to the world
Was the beginning of my journey
To find every puzzle pieces
That'll shape me into the woman I should be.
As the time goes by, I found every pieces I need
And here I am in this moment
My puzzle's almost done, I'm turning into a real woman in few days
The puzzle got only one missing pieces
The ultimate piece I've been looking for since several years
I know, I finally know
As I found you, I found that piece
The one that'll finish the puzzle
The one that'll complete me as a real woman
Oct 8, 2009
-lariza oky adisty-
(Buat yg baca, read at your own risk!)
Was the beginning of my journey
To find every puzzle pieces
That'll shape me into the woman I should be.
As the time goes by, I found every pieces I need
And here I am in this moment
My puzzle's almost done, I'm turning into a real woman in few days
The puzzle got only one missing pieces
The ultimate piece I've been looking for since several years
I know, I finally know
As I found you, I found that piece
The one that'll finish the puzzle
The one that'll complete me as a real woman
Oct 8, 2009
-lariza oky adisty-
(Buat yg baca, read at your own risk!)
on Friday, September 25, 2009
All these times, I’ve wondered why…
Why you’ve changed
Why you’ve seemed to forget me. Forget us. Forget our relationship. Forget our love.
Why you don’t become the man with whom I fall in love. Become the man I cherish. Become the man who fascinates me with his intelligence, his charm, his attitude. The man whose smile knocks me off my feet. The man whom I see first when I start dreaming at nights. The man who makes me happy.
The man I’ve loved and probably I will always love.
I have wondered why. Now there’s no need to ask for I have found the answer.
It’s ME
Yes I’m the one who cause it. I’m the one who destroy our love. I’m the one who ruins everything. I’m the jerky-ass. I ruin our love not because I have an affair nor I ignore you. No. Not that.
I’m ruining this with my attitude. My silly, unimportant attitude. For being too needy. For being a self-centered person, only thinking about myself, my own feeling. Whereas I should know, it
takes two to tango. It always does.
And for all the mess I’ve caused, I’ve had my punishment. I’m counting the days until you leave me in regret and grief. Please note, when I say ‘regret’, doesn’t mean I regret what we’ve been through. I never regret anything about you, about this doomed relationship, nor about our love.
What I regret is I fail to provide you happiness. There’s no need to have pity on me, nor should you forgive me.
This is the punishment I got to take.
Fare thee well, Querido. I know you’ll find the happiness I fail to provide, because you deserve it. You will always have my heart. My prayer. My love.
Why you’ve changed
Why you’ve seemed to forget me. Forget us. Forget our relationship. Forget our love.
Why you don’t become the man with whom I fall in love. Become the man I cherish. Become the man who fascinates me with his intelligence, his charm, his attitude. The man whose smile knocks me off my feet. The man whom I see first when I start dreaming at nights. The man who makes me happy.
The man I’ve loved and probably I will always love.
I have wondered why. Now there’s no need to ask for I have found the answer.
It’s ME
Yes I’m the one who cause it. I’m the one who destroy our love. I’m the one who ruins everything. I’m the jerky-ass. I ruin our love not because I have an affair nor I ignore you. No. Not that.
I’m ruining this with my attitude. My silly, unimportant attitude. For being too needy. For being a self-centered person, only thinking about myself, my own feeling. Whereas I should know, it
takes two to tango. It always does.
And for all the mess I’ve caused, I’ve had my punishment. I’m counting the days until you leave me in regret and grief. Please note, when I say ‘regret’, doesn’t mean I regret what we’ve been through. I never regret anything about you, about this doomed relationship, nor about our love.
What I regret is I fail to provide you happiness. There’s no need to have pity on me, nor should you forgive me.
This is the punishment I got to take.
Fare thee well, Querido. I know you’ll find the happiness I fail to provide, because you deserve it. You will always have my heart. My prayer. My love.
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