Dengarkan curhatku. Literally.

on Monday, November 16, 2009
I can’t cry, I can’t think, I don’t know what exactly I want, I don’t know what I should do, I don’t know how I can make things right. I don’t know what I suppose to do, suppose to say, suppose to see. I know, I know I should be patient, I should wait, I should not cry.

But now I do need is someone whom I can count on. I need someone there for me, not asking me what’s going on, not telling me off what I should/shouldn’t do. All I need now is someone to talk to about things other than my problem, cos I’ve grown tired myself and I don’t know how to cope up with this anymore. But please don’t even try to give me advice, cos I want to solve it by myself, I want to make my own decision, I want to be wounded and I want to heal myself. Questions, advices, lectures, pities won’t help. Talk to me, laugh with me, but don’t remind me about it.

Readers, you may laugh but I burst into tears as I finish wrote this post..

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