birthday present

He asked her, the girl who loves him, "what do you want as your birthday present?"

The girl fell into the silent before she replied "I dunno. It's up to you. But if you ask me, I'd love to have a english novel. *smiles*"

"An english novel" said he.

"Or," she said "I'd love to have Sitta Karina's Seluas Langit Biru. With that, I'll complete my Hanafiah Saga. But it is kinda rare nowadays, I guess"

"Well I'll try to figure out" he said.

But now the girl finally realizes what she wants as a birthday present. What she wants is that her man who has her heart, whom she loves, will be on her side when the birthday come.

What the girl wants is that he knows that she'll do anything to keep their relationship.

What the girl wants is not that he'll forgive her,cos she knows she doesn't deserve forgiveness for she had been a silly asshole jerk all this time. She wants him to see that she has will to change herself. To make things right

What the girl wants is not a diamond ring (she has already got one as her 19th bday gift last year; she puts it on her right ringfinger everyday and only takes it off when she goes to bathroom). Nor she wants another jewellery.

What the girl wants is not even an English book nor Sitta Karina's work.

What she wants is that he'll be safe and sound, to be perfectly healthy, to be the man she recognizes as the man she loves. To be mentally and physically good. To show his boyish smile she adores. To show his intelligence she admires.

What she wants is he puts his faith once more on here. Cos once she has it back, she'll never let go.